i'm losing my temper...and i'm not one to lose my temper easily...she just pisses me off..can i just tell her to leave me alone?!? nah, i can't do that..she's family after all..if i talk back that wouldn't be nice since i'm her ate..if i could just tell her to shut the fuck up!! i would be most happy...damn it! she's such a fucking know-it-all..just because she's an achiever, and has a photographic memory doesn't mean she could flaunt it around me..i know i can't remember details from our science lectures way back, but could she just lay-off!
she always says this : "..ate hindi mo alam yun?", in her seemingly "innocent" way that pushes my buttons..she's mocking me..the little bugger is really mocking me!..i won't talk back..i have to restrain myself from telling her "DUH! that's stuff i learned in grade school..do you expect me to remember all the fucking details of each grade??? shut the fuck up will you????"...damn, i never got this angry for a while now, and i hate the feeling..
She also gets cocky when we talk about school and the plays that she's been doing in school.. and whatever..I barely listen to her when she rants like that.. and when i talk about school and stuff she always has something to say..like this one time i told her that we've been doing shakespeare in third year.. then she told me of a non-existent title of shakespeare's work that she claims is one of his best works...so i told her "what are you talking about? there's no such thing!" and she was like... "ate? hindi mo alm un??" in her mocking way! I wanted to sock her right then and there..it would greatly please me if i could just punch her face and leave a mark..i also researched the title of "shakespeare's work" that she told me is his best.. well i have one thing to say to her.. "IT DOESN'T EXIST YOU MORON! WHY DON'T YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT YOUR ACHIEVEMENTS AND YOUR TRIVIAS, AND JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! ASSHOLE! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST ACCEPT THAT SOMETIMES YOU MAKE MISTAKES AND SOMETIMES YOU DON'T KNOW THINGS THAT OTHERS DO??? WHAT'S SO WRONG ABOUT THAT??? WHY DO YOU LIE TO MAKE YOURSELF LOOK GOOD???? WELL I'VE HAD IT!!!!!!!CAN YOU PLS JUST TALK TO THE WALL UNTIL YOU SORT YOURSELF OUT???I'VE BEEN QUITE TOLERANT LATELY AND IT'S DRIVING ME INSANE!"